I hate you. You really suck the life out of me. Period. You sneak up on me and send my brain spiraling out of control. You consume me and I hate it…. a lot.
But that’s where your control stops.
Jesus is my deliverer. So, even though you think you are winning, you are not. Because no matter how defeated I feel, God is still working in me and through me. That may be the only reason I keep holding on.
And even if I can’t make it anymore – you have still lost. Because this was never my battle to fight. God fights for me.
And He ALWAYS wins.
Child of God
Do Not be Afraid or Discouraged….. for the Battle is not yours, but God’s. 2 Chronicles 20:15 NIV
Dear Child of God,
I cover your heart in shame. Your life in shame. Your very existence in shame. It seeps and oozes out of your every thought and word. That shame suffocates you as it covers you in that bleak darkness that envelops you wholly. Because of my lies, you truly believe there is something so very wrong inside of you. It’s as if people can see through you into the darkest parts. Where you hurt the most. Fear surrounds you. But, dear child, you don’t have to hurt. You don’t have to drown in your fear. And live your life in shame. Instead, trust in God to take away that judgement, that condemnation. It might not even feel true. Yes, the truth is going to feel like a lie. Simply because I have spent so much of your life whispering rejection, shame, and fear. But, ultimately, I don’t have power over you. You can be liberated from my control. You don’t have to feel it, but you can KNOW this to be true…….. In His perfect love, God has rescued you from your shame. You are free.
Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.. Romans 8:1