Dear Child of God,
You live in a physical body. And God is not physically tangible. Yes, there are seasons where you may be lonely but if I can convince you that you need God and ONLY God, you begin to get lost in the physical loneliness. But God did not create you for isolation. You, dear child, need hugs and encouragement and accountability. God did not create you to suffer alone. No, He created us to need one another. He created us for victory.
Dear child of God,
I know this is a hard day for you. You miss your Dad. Like Crazy. And Father’s Day brings exposes a lot of raw grief. And I will take advantage of you when you are so vulnerable. You wish you had one last hug, you replay the moments that he was coherent and responded with the determination that he always had. You have a thousand “what ifs.” But right here, child of God, is where you make your choice. You can recall these moments with bitterness and believe that God was cruel. Or you can see God’s light shining through those last moments – even when your heart was so astray and hurting. You can choose to keep your eyes upon Jesus. And trust that He is good and perfect. And choose to rejoice that your dad is not in the darkness of this world but in the perfect light that Jesus shines upon him.
So, dear child, this may be a difficult day. But don’t let me rob you of the joy you can feel looking back upon his life. You can choose to rejoice.
God is light; in Him there is no darkness at all.
1 John 1:5
I hate you. You really suck the life out of me. Period. You sneak up on me and send my brain spiraling out of control. You consume me and I hate it…. a lot.
But that’s where your control stops.
Jesus is my deliverer. So, even though you think you are winning, you are not. Because no matter how defeated I feel, God is still working in me and through me. That may be the only reason I keep holding on.
And even if I can’t make it anymore – you have still lost. Because this was never my battle to fight. God fights for me.
And He ALWAYS wins.
Child of God
Do Not be Afraid or Discouraged….. for the Battle is not yours, but God’s. 2 Chronicles 20:15 NIV